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Amoy,the first time I saw this little world is on July 29, 1994. Turned 17 this year. I am Muslim plus mix mix, and I'm so proud of it. I am just an ordinary girl who lived in his own world. I am a Dreamer. I create my own diaries. Imagination is the most important thing in my life. I have always had a magical mind that takes me to far away places when the real world becomes too much. I'm still immature, but I'll be mature when I have to. I don't like to talk much, but I see, I smell and I hear with my heart. Emo much I know. I love singing 24/7. I'm slow and blurry sometimes, so do be patient with me. I don't allow people to stare at me when I'm walking infront of many people. I AM CRAZY, you don't have to remind me, thanks much. I have a big passion to catch up my dreams. And I do believe, someday I will make it come true.


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  •  Yang betol-betol punye , pemalu , penakot , if dengan kekawan , ofcoz lah mulot becok , rase dunie nie mcm moy yang punye . rase nk bebel 24jam . HAHA
  • suke cakap lepas jer kod , tapi agak jugak lahh , sian org tuh kang . kekadang geram sangat denagn cite kawan , asek kene buli itu ini , sekali moy dapat perli kaw kaw , best to weii . jahat ker ? tak kan kan ?
  • kaver cun ? bajet cun ? bajet lawa ? yerr err? cun ker? lawa ker? HAHA . geli hati dengar . please lahh , tak pernah pulak moy rase diri nie cun ker haper kerrr . soo , sikit un tak terase lah nyahh oii ..
  • im straight okkk . no bengkok bengkok . minat kat guys jerr . nyah , peng , pondan , moy taknak . tapi jadi kengkawan . moy trime . biarlah dorng nk jadik aperr , yang penting kawan sampai mati . biar beribu , asal kasih pade yg satu :D
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People around me might be saying I'm all snobbish , no feelings and stuff but once they get to know me they'll know how nice am I . Well , I can be nice if you're nice . I couldn't agree more when people say I'm snobbish because generally speaking I have that looks but ''don't judge a book by it's cover'' I'm pretty much friendly and talkative once you get to know me . I used to say I''choose my friend because I deserve the better one'' but doesn't mean I don't make friends and it doesn't mean you can't be friends with me but as long as you are honest to be friends with me . A lot of people wondering why am I so picky of choosing friends , My dad always quoted ''you can be friends with everybody but be wise of choosing them''  besides that I have my own reason, I used to choose ''friends'' in a first place because people say ''friends are everything'' well yes It's nice to have nice friends but it's hurt once they back stab you isn't ?  I have a lot of backstabbers back then and after that , I never look for friends anymore , Real friends doesn't need to look they'll appeared in your life one day but  really  doesn't mean I don't make friends , it's just I take times to get along . I received from people saying I have no feelings a lot as well , it's funny because I think that way too . Close friends joke about me a lot because they think I such an ''innocent girl'' they'll say something really offended you but I never get offended before come on it's just a joke isn't? They said I give the same impression whenever they joke about me and time after time they get bored of making fun of me because like I said I just give the same impression the impression couldn't care less because I just thought that it was a joke ,ain't a big deal to me 
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